The
life and conversation of our holy Father, Antony: written and sent to the monks
in foreign parts by our Father among the Saints, Athanasius, Bishop of
Alexandria. Athanasius the bishop to the brethren in foreign parts.
You
have entered upon a noble rivalry with the monks of Egypt by your determination
either to equal or surpass them in your training in the way of virtue. For by
this time there are monasteries among you, and the name of monk receives public
recognition. With reason, therefore, all men will approve this determination,
and in answer to your prayers God will give its fulfilment. Now since you asked
me to give you an account of the blessed Antony's way of life, and are wishful
to learn how he began the discipline, who and what manner of man he was
previous to this, how he closed his life, and whether the things told of him
are true, that you also may bring yourselves to imitate him, I very readily
accepted your behest, for to me also the bare recollection of Antony is a great
accession of help. And I know that you, when you have heard, apart from your
admiration of the man, will be wishful to emulate his determination; seeing
that for monks the life of Antony is a sufficient pattern of discipline.
Wherefore do not refuse credence to what you have heard from those who brought
tidings of him; but think rather that they have told you only a few things, for
at all events they scarcely can have given · circumstances of so great import
in any detail. And because I at your request have called to mind a few
circumstances about him, and shall send as much as I can tell in a letter, do
not neglect to question those who sail from here: for possibly when all have
told their tale, the account will hardly be in proportion to his merits. On
account of this I was desirous, when I received your letter, to send for
certain of the monks, those especially who were wont to be more frequently with
him, that if I could learn any fresh details I might send them to you. But
since the season for sailing was coming to an end and the letter-carrier
urgent, I hastened to write to your piety what I myself know, having seen him
many times, and what I was able to learn from him, for I was his attendant for
a long time, and poured water on his hands; in all points being mindful of the
truth, that no one should disbelieve through hearing too much, nor on the other
hand by hearing too little should despise the man.
I.
Antony you must know was by descent an Egyptian: his parents were of good
family and possessed considerable wealth, and as they were Christians he also
was reared in the same Faith. In infancy he was brought up with his parents,
knowing nobody else but them and his home. But when he was grown and arrived at
boyhood, and was advancing in years, he could not endure to learn letters, not
caring to associate with other boys; but all his desire was, as it is written
of Jacob, to live a plain man at home. With his parents he used to attend the
Lord's House, and neither as a child was he idle nor when older did he despise
them; but was both obedient to his father and mother and attentive to what was
read, keeping in his heart what was profitable in what he heard. And though as
a child brought up in moderate affluence, he did not trouble his parents for
varied or
196
luxurious
fare, nor was this a source of pleasure to him; but was content simply with
what he found nor sought anything further.
2.
After the death of his father and mother he was left alone with one little
sister: his age was about eighteen or twenty, and on him the care both of home
and sister rested. Now it was not six months after the death of his parents,
and going according to custom into the Lord's House, he communed with himself
and reflected as he walked how the Apostles left all and followed the Saviour;
and how they in the Acts sold their possessions and brought and laid them at
the Apostles' feet for distribution to then eedy, and what and how great a hope
was laid up for them in heaven. Pondering over these things he entered the
church, and it happened the Gospel was being read, and he heard the Lord saying
to the rich man, 'If thou wouldest be perfect, go and sell that thou hast and
give to the poor; and come follow Me and thou shalt have treasure in heaven.'
Antony, as though God had put him in mind of the Saints, and the passage had
been read on his account, went out immediately from the church, and gave the
possessions of his forefathers to the villagers--they were three hundred acres,
productive and very fair --that they should be no more a clog upon himself and
his sister [8]. And all the rest that was movable he sold, and having got
together much money he gave it to the poor, reserving a little however for his
sister's sake.
3.
And again as he went into the church, hearing the Lord say in the Gospel [9], '
be not anxious for the morrow,' he could stay no longer, but went out and gave
those things also to the poor. Having committed his sister to known and
faithful virgins, and put her into a convent [10] to be brought up, he
henceforth devoted himself outside his house to discipline [11], taking heed to
himself and training himself with patience. For there were not yet so many
monasteries [12] in Egypt, and no monk at all knew of the distant desert; but
all who wished to give heed to themselves practised the discipline in solitude
near their own village. Now there was then in the next village an old man who
had lived the life of a hermit from his youth up. Antony, after he had seen
this man, imitated him in piety. And at first he began to abide in places out
side the village: then if he heard of a good man anywhere, like the prudent
bee, he went forth and sought him, nor turned back to his own palace until he
had seen him; and he returned, having got from the good man as it were supplies
for his journey in the way of virtue. So dwelling there at first, he confirmed
his purpose not to return to the abode of his fathers nor to the remembrance of
his kinsfolk; but to keep all his desire and energy for perfecting his
discipline. He worked, however. with his hands, having heard, 'he who is idle
let him not eat [13],' and part he spent on bread and part he gave to the
needy. And he was constant in prayer, knowing that a man ought to pray in
secret unceasingly [14]. For he had given such heed to what was read that none
of the things that were written fell from him to the ground, but he remembered
all, and afterwards his memory served him for books.
4.
Thus conducting himself, Antony was beloved by all. He subjected himself in
sincerity to the good men whom he visited, and learned thoroughly where each
surpassed him in zeal and discipline. He observed the graciousness of one; the
unceasing prayer of another; he took knowledge of another's freedom from anger
and another's loving-kindness; he gave heed to one as he watched, to another as
he studied; one he admired for his endurance, another for his fasting and
sleeping on the ground; the meekness of one and the long-suffering of another
he watched with care, while he took note of the piety towards Christ and the
mutual love which animated all. Thus filled, he returned to his own place of
discipline, and henceforth would strive to unite the qualities of each, and was
eager to show in himself the virtues of all. With others of the same age he had
no rivalry; save this only, that he should not be second to them in higher
things. And this he did so as to hurt the feelings of nobody, but made them
rejoice over him. So all they of that village and the good men in whose
intimacy he was, when they saw that he was a man of this sort, used to call him
God-beloved. And some welcomed him as a son, others as a brother.
5.
But the devil, who hates and envies what is good, could not endure to see such
a resolution in a youth, but endeavoured to carry out against him what he had
been wont to effect against others. First of all he tried to lead him away from
the discipline, whispering to him the remembrance of
197
his
wealth, care for his sister, claims of kindred, love of money, love of glory,
the various pleasures of the table and the other relaxations of life, and at
last the difficulty of virtue and the labour of it; he suggested also the
infirmity of the body and the length of the time. In a word he raised in his
mind a great dust of debate, wishing to debar him from his settled purpose. But
when the enemy saw himself to be too weak for Antony's determination, and that
he rather was conquered by the other's firmness, overthrown by his great faith
and falling through his constant prayers, then at length putting his trust in
the weapons which are [15] 'in the navel of his belly' and boasting in
them--for they are his first snare for the young--he attacked the young man, disturbing
him by night and harassing him by day, so that even the onlookers saw the
struggle which was going on between them. The one would suggest foul thoughts
and the other counter them with prayers: the one fire him with lush the other,
as one who seemed to blush, fortify his body with faith, prayers, and fasting.
And the devil, unhappy wight, one night even took upon him the shape of a woman
and imitated all her acts simply to beguile Antony. But he, his mind filled
with Christ and the nobility inspired by Him, and considering the spirituality
of the soul, quenched the coal of the other's deceit. Again the enemy suggested
the ease of pleasure. But he like a man filled with rage and grief turned his
thoughts to the threatened fire and the gnawing worm, and setting these in
array against his adversary, passed through the temptation unscathed. All this
was a source of shame to his foe. For he, deeming himself like God, was now
mocked by a young man; and he who boasted himself against flesh and blood was
being put to flight by a man in the flesh. For the Lord was working with
Antony--the Lord who for our sake took flesh [16] and gave the body victory
over the devil, so that all who truly fight can say [17], ' not I but the grace
of God which was with me.'
6.
At last when the dragon could not even thus overthrow Antony, but saw himself
thrust out of his heart, gnashing his teeth as it is written, and as it were
beside himself, he appeared to Antony like a black boy, taking a visible shape
[17a] in accordance with the colour of his mind. And cringing to him, as it
were, he plied him with thoughts no longer, for guileful as he was, he had been
worsted, but at last spoke in human voice and said, 'Many I deceived, many I
cast down; but now attacking thee and thy labours as I had many others, I
proved weak.' When Antony asked, Who art thou who speakest thus with me ? he
answered with a lamentable voice, 'I am the friend of whoredom, and have taken
upon me incitements which lead to it against the young. I am called the spirit
of lust. How many have I deceived who wished to live soberly, how many are the
chaste whom by my incitements I have over-persuaded! I am he on account of whom
also the prophet reproves those who have fallen, saying [17b], "Ye have
been caused to err by the spirit of whoredom." For by me they have been
tripped up. I am he who have so often troubled thee and have so often been
overthrown by thee.' But Antony having given thanks to the Lord, with good
courage said to him, ' Thou art very despicable then, for thou art
black-hearted and weak as a child. Henceforth I shall have no trouble from thee
[18], "for the Lord is my helper, and I shall look down on mine
enemies."' Having heard this, the black one straightway fled, shuddering
at the words and dreading any longer even to come near the man.
7.
This was Antony's first struggle against the devil, or rather this victory was
the Saviour's work in Antony [19], 'Who condemned sin in the flesh that the
ordinance of the law might be fulfilled in us who walk not after the flesh but
after the spirit.' But neither did Antony, although the evil one had fallen,
henceforth relax his care and despise him; nor did the enemy as though
conquered tease to lay snares for him. For again he went round as a lion
seeking some occasion against him. But Antony having learned from the
Scriptures that the devices [20] of the devil are many, zealously continued the
discipline, reckoning that though the devil had not been able to deceive his
heart by bodily pleasure, he would endeavour to ensnare him by other means. For
the demon loves sin. Wherefore more and more he repressed the body and kept it
in subjection [1], lest haply having conquered on one side, he should be
dragged down on the other. He therefore planned to accustom himself to a
severer mode of life. And many marvelled, but he himself used to bear the
labour easily; for the eagerness of soul, through the length of time it had
abode in him, had wrought a good habit in him, so that taking but little
initiation from others he shewed great zeal in this matter. He kept vigil to
such an extent that he often continued the
198
whole
night without sleep; and this not once but often, to the marvel of other. He
ate once a day, after sunset, sometimes once in two days, and often even in
four. His food was bread and salt, his drink, water only. Of flesh and wine it
is superfluous even to speak, since no such thing was found with the other
earnest men. A rush mat served him to sleep upon, but for the most part he lay
upon the bare ground. He would not anoint himself with oil, saying it behoved
young men to be earnest in training and not to seek what would enervate the
body; but they must accustom it to labour, mindful of the Apostle's words [2],
' when I am weak, then am I strong.' 'For,' said he, 'the fibre of the soul is
then sound when the pleasures of the body are diminished.' And he had come to
this truly wonderful conclusion, 'that progress in virtue, and retirement from
the world for the sake of it, ought not to be measured by time, but by desire
and fixity of purpos. He at least gave no thought to the past, but day by day,
as if he were at the beginning of his discipline, applied greater pares for
advancement, often repeating to himself the saying of Paul [3]: 'Forgetting the
things which are behind and stretching forward to the things which are before.'
He was also mindful of the words spoken by the prophet Elias [4], 'the Lord
liveth before whose presence I stand to-day.' For he observed that in saying
'to-day' the prophet did not compute the time that had gone by: but daily as
though ever commencing he eagerly endeavoured to make himself fit to appear
before God, being pure in heart and ever ready to submit to His counsel, and to
Him alone. And he used to say to himself that from the life of the great Elias
the hermit ought to see his own as in a mirror.
8.
Thus tightening his hold upon himself, Antony departed to the tombs, which
happened to be at a distance from the village; and having bid one of his
acquaintances to bring him bread at intervals of many days, he entered one of
the tombs, and the other having shut the door on him, he remained within alone.
And when the enemy could not endure it. but was even fearful that in a short
time Antony would fill the desert with the discipline, coming one night with a
multitude of demons, he so cut him with stripes that he lay on the ground
speechless from the excessive pain. For he affirmed that the torture had been
so excessive that no blows inflicted by man could ever have caused him such torment.
But by the Providence of God--for the Lord never overlooks them that hope in
Him--the next day his acquaintance came bringing him the loaves. And having
opened the door and seeing him lying on the ground as though dead, he lifted
him up and carried him to the church in the village, and laid him upon the
ground. And many of his kinsfolk and the villagers sat around Antony as round a
corpse. But about midnight he came to himself and arose, and when be saw them
all asleep and his comrade alone watching, he motioned with his head for him to
approach, and asked him to carry him again to the tombs without waking anybody.
9.
He was carried therefore by the man, and as he was wont, when the door was shut
he was within alone. And he could not stand up on account of the blows, but he
prayed as he lay. And after he had prayed, he said with a shout, Here am I,
Antony; I flee not from your stripes, for even if you inflict more nothing
shall separate rues from the love of Christ. And then he sang, 'though a camp be
set against me, my heart shall not be afraid [6].' These were the thoughts and
words of this ascetic. But the enemy, who hates good, marvelling that after the
blows he dared to return, called together his hounds and burst forth, 'Ye see,'
said he, 'that neither by the spirit of lust nor by blows did we stay the man,
but that he braves us, let us attack him in another fashion.' But changes of
form for evil are easy for the devil, so in the night they made such a din that
the whole of that place seemed to be shaken by an earthquake, and the demons as
if breaking the four walls of the dwelling seemed to enter through them, coming
in the likeness of beasts and creeping things. And the place was on a sudden
filled with the forms of lions, bears, leopards, bulls, serpents, asps,
scorpions, and wolves, and each of them was moving according to his nature. The
lion was roaring, wishing to attack, the bull seeming to toss with its horns,
the serpent writhing but unable to approach, and the wolf as it rushed on was restrained;
altogether the noises of the apparitions, with their angry ragings, were
dreadful. But Antony, stricken and goaded by them, felt bodily pains severer
still. He lay watching, however, with unshaken soul, groaning from bodily
anguish; but his mind was clear, and as in mockery he said, 'If there had been
any power in you, it would have sufficed had one of you come, but since the
Lord hath made you weak you attempt to terrify me by numbers: and a proof of
your weakness is that you take the shapes of brute beasts.' And again with
boldness he said, 'If you are able, and have received power
199
against
me, delay not to attack; but if you are unable, why trouble me in vain ? For
faith in our Lord is a seal and a wall of safety to us.' So after many attempts
they gnashed their teeth upon him, because they were mocking themselves rather
than him.
10.
Nor was the Lord then forgetful of Antony's wrestling, but was at hand to help
him. So looking up he saw the roof as it were opened, and a ray of light descending
to him. The demons suddenly vanished, the pain of his body straightway ceased,
and the building was again whole. But Antony feeling the help, and getting his
breath again, and being freed from pain, besought the vision which had appeared
to him, saying, 'Where wert thou ? Why didst thou not appear at the beginning
to make my pains to cease?' And a voice came to him, 'Antony, I was here, but I
waited to see thy fight; wherefore since thou hast endured, and hast not been
worsted, I will ever be a succour to thee, and will make thy name known
everywhere.' Having heard this, Antony arose and prayed, and received such
strength that he perceived that he had more power in his body than formerly.And
he was then about thirty-five years old.
11.
And on the day following he went forth still more eagerly bent on the service
of God and having fallen in with the old man he had met previously, he asked
him to dwell with him in the desert. But when the other declined on account of
his great age, and because as yet there was no such custom, Antony himself set
off forthwith to the mountain. And yet again the enemy seeing his zeal and
wishing to hinder it, east in his way what seemed to be a great silver dish.
But Antony, seeing the guile of the Evil One, stood, and having looked on the
dish, he put the devil in it to shame, saying, 'Whence comes a dish in the
desert ? This road is not well-worn, nor is there here a trace of any wayfarer;
it could not have fallen without being missed on account of its size; and he
who had lost it having turned back, to seek it, would have found it, for it is
a desert place. This is some wile of the devil. O thou Evil One, not with this
shalt thou hinder my purpose; let it go with thee to destruction. [3]' And when
Antony had said this it vanished like smoke from the face of fire.
12.
Then again as he went on he saw what was this time not visionary, but real gold
scattered in the way. But whether the devil showed it, or some better power to
try the athlete and show the Evil One that Antony truly cared nought for money,
neither he told nor do we know. But it is certain that that which appeared was
gold. And Antony marvelled at the quantity, but passed it by as though he were
going over fire; so he did not even turn, but hurried on at a run to lose sight
of the place. More and more confirmed in his purpose, he hurried to the
mountain, and having found a fort, so long deserted that it was full of
creeping things, on the other side of the river; he crossed over to it and
dwelt there. The reptiles, as though some one were chasing them, immediately
left the place. But he built up the entrance completely, having stored up
loaves for six months--this is a custom of the Thebans, and the loaves often
remain fresh a whole year--and as he found water within, he descended as into a
shrine, and abode within by himself, never going forth nor looking at any one
who came. Thus he employed a long time training himself, and received loaves,
let down from above, twice in the year.
13.
But those of his acquaintances who came, since he did not permit them to enter,
often used to spend days and nights outside, and heard as it were crowds within
clamouring, dinning, sending forth piteous voices and crying, 'Go from what is
ours. What dost thou even in the desert? Thou canst not abide our attack.' So
at first those outside thought there were some men fighting with him, and that
they had entered by ladders; but when stooping down they saw through a hole
there was nobody, they were afraid, accounting them to be demons, and they
called on Antony. Them he quickly heard, though he had not given a thought to
the demons, and coming to the door he besought them to depart and not to be
afraid, 'for thus,' said he, 'the demons make their seeming onslaughts against
those who are cowardly. Sign yourselves therefore with the cross [4], and
depart boldly, and let these make sport for themselves.' So they departed
fortified with the sign of the Cross. But he remained in no wise harmed by the
evil spirits, nor was he wearied with the contest, for there came to his aid
visions from above, and the weakness of the foe relieved him of much trouble
and armed him with greater zeal. For his acquaintances used often to come
expecting to find him dead, and would hear him singing [5], ' Let God arise and
let His enemies be scattered, let them also that hate Him flee before His face.
As smoke vanisheth, let them vanish; as wax melteth before the face of fire, so
let the sinners perish from the face of God ;' and again, 'All nations
compassed me about, and in the name of the Lord I requited them [6].'
200
14.
And so for nearly twenty years he continued training himself in solitude, never
going forth, and but seldom seen by any. After this when many were eager and
wishful to imitate his discipline, and his acquaintances came and began to cast
down and wrench off the door by force, Antony, as from a shrine, came forth
initiated in the mysteries and filled with the Spirit of God. Then for the
first time he was seen outside the fort by those who came to see him. And they,
when they saw him, wondered at the sight, for he had the same habit of body as
before, and was neither fat, like a man without exercise, nor lean from fasting
and striving with the demons, but he was just the same as they had known him before
his retirement, And again his soul was free from blemish, for it was neither
contracted as if by grief, nor relaxed by pleasure, nor possessed by laughter
or dejection, for he was not troubled when he beheld the crowd, nor overjoyed
at being saluted by so many. But he was altogether even as being guided by
reason, and abiding in a natural state. Through him the Lord healed the bodily
ailments of many present, and cleansed others from evil spirits. And He gave
grace to Antony in speaking, so that he consoled many that were sorrowful, and
set those at variance at one, exhorting all to prefer the love of Christ before
all that is in the world. And while he exhorted and advised them to remember
the good things to come, and the loving-kindness of God towards us, 'Who spared
not His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all [7],' he persuaded many to
embrace the solitary life. And thus it happened in the end that cells arose
even in the mountains, and the desert was colonised by monks, who came forth
from their own people, and enrolled themselves for the citizenship in the
heavens.
15.
But when he was obliged to cross the Arsenoitic Canal [8]--and the occasion of
it was the visitation of the brethren--the canal was full of crocodiles. And by
simply praying, he entered it, and all they with him, and passed over in
safety. And having returned to his ceil, he applied himself to the same noble
and valiant exercises; and by frequent conversation he increased the eagerness
of those already monks, stirred up in most of the rest the love of the
discipline, and speedily by the attraction of his words. cells multiplied, and
he directed them all as a father.
16.
One day when he had gone forth because all the monks had assembled to him and asked
to hear words from him, he spoke to them in the Egyptian tongue as follows:
'The Scriptures are enough for instruction 9, but it is a good thing to
encourage one another in the faith, and to stir up with words. Wherefore you,
as children, carry that which you know to your father; and I as the elder share
my knowledge and what experience has taught me with you. Let this especially be
the common aim of all, neither to give way having once begun, nor to faint in
trouble, nor to say: We have lived in the discipline a long time: but rather as
though making a beginning daily let us increase our earnestness. For the whole
life of man is very short, measured by the ages to come, wherefore all our time
is nothing compared with eternal life. And in the world everything is sold at
its price, and a man exchanges one equivalent for another; but the promise of
eternal life is bought for a trifle. For it is written, "The days of our
life in them are threescore years and ten, but if they are in strength, fourscore
years, and what is more than these is labour and sorrow [10]. "Whenever,
therefore, we live full fourscore years, or even a hundred in the discipline,
not for a hundred years only shall we reign, but instead of a hundred we shall
reign for ever and ever. And though we fought on earth, we shall not receive
our inheritance on earth, but we have the promises in heaven; and having put
off the body which is corrupt, we shall receive it incorrupt.
17.
' Wherefore, children, let us not faint nor deem that the time is long, or that
we are doing something great, "for the sufferings of this present time are
not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed to us-ward
[11]" Nor let us think, as we look at the world, that we have renounced
anything of much consequence, for the whole earth is very small compared with
all the heaven. Wherefore if it even chanced that we were lords of all the
earth and gave it all up, it would be nought worthy of comparison with the
kingdom of heaven. For as if a man should despise a copper drachma to gain a
hundred drachmas of gold; so if a man were lord of all the earth and were to
renounce it, that which he gives up is little, and he receives a hundredfold.
But if not even the whole earth is equal in value to the heavens, then he who
has given up a few acres leaves as it were nothing; and even if he have given
up a house or much gold he ought not to boast nor be low-spirited. Further, we
should consider that even if we do not relinquish them for virtue's sake, still
afterwards when we die we shall leave them behind--very often, as the Preacher
saith [12], to those to whom we do not wish. Why then should we not give them
up for virtue's sake, that we may inherit even a kingdom? Therefore let the
201
desire
of possession take hold of no one, for what gain is it to acquire these things
which we cannot take with us? Why not rather get those things which we can take
away with us--to wit, prudence, justice, temperance, courage, understanding,
love, kindness to the poor, faith in Christ, freedom from wrath, hospitality?
If we possess these, we shall find them of themselves preparing for us a
welcome there in the land of the meek-hearted.
18.
'And so from such things let a man persuade himself not to make light of it,
especially if he considers that he himself is the servant of the Lord, and
ought to serve his Master. Wherefore as a servant would not dare to say,
because I worked yesterday, I will not work today; and considering the past
will do no work in the future; but, as it is written in the Gospel, daily shows
the same readiness to please his master, and to avoid risk: so let us daily
abide firm in our discipline, knowing that if we are careless for a single day
the Lord will not pardon us, for the sake of the past, but will be wrath
against us for our neglect. As also we have heard in Ezekiel [13]; and as Judas
because of one night destroyed his previous labour.
19.
'Wherefore, children, let us hold fast our discipline, and let us not be
careless. For in it the Lord is our fellow-worker, as it is written, "to
all that choose the good, God worketh with them for good [14]." But to
avoid being heedless, it is good to consider the word of the Apostle, "I
die daily. [15].'' For if we too live as though dying daily, we shall not sin.
And the meaning of that saying is, that as we rise day by day we should think
that we shall not abide till evening; and again, when about to lie down to
sleep, we should think that we shall not rise up. For our life is naturally
uncertain, and Providence allots it to us daily. But thus ordering our daily
life, we shall neither fall into sin, nor have a lust for anything, nor cherish
wrath against any, nor shall we heap up treasure upon earth. But, as though
under the daily expectation of death, we shall be without wealth, and shall
forgive all things to all men, nor shall we retain at all the desire of women
or of any other foul pleasure. But we shall turn from it as past and gone, ever
striving and looking forward to the day of Judgment. For the greater dread and
danger of torment ever destroys the ease of pleasure, and sets up the soul if
it is like to fall.
20.
'Wherefore having already begun and set out in the way of virtue, let us strive
the more that we may attain those things that are before. And let no one turn
to the things behind, like Lot's wife, all the more so that the Lord hath said,
"No man, having put his hand to the plough, and turning back, is fit for
the kingdom of heavens [16]." And this turning back is nought else but to
feel regret, and to be once more worldly-minded. But fear not to hear of
virtue, nor be astonished at the name. For it is not far from us, nor is it
without ourselves, but it is within us, and is easy if only we are willing.
That they may get knowledge, the Greeks live abroad and cross the sea, but we
have no need to depart from home for the sake of the kingdom of heaven, nor to
cross the sea for the sake of virtue. For the Lord aforetime hath said,
"The kingdom of heaven is within you [17].'' Wherefore virtue hath need at
our hands of willingness alone, since it is in us and is formed from us. For
when the soul hath its spiritual faculty in a natural state virtue is formed.
And it is in a natural state when it remains as it came into existence. And
when it came into existence it was fair and exceeding honest. For this cause
Joshua, the son of Nun, in his exhortation said to the people," Make
straight your heart unto the Lord God of Israel [18]," and John,
"Make your paths straight [19]." For rectitude of soul consists in
its having its spiritual part in its natural state as created. But on the other
hand, when it swerves and turns away from its natural state, that is called
vice of the soul Thus the matter is not difficult. If we abide as we have been
made, we are in a state of virtue, but if we think of ignoble things we shall
be accounted evil. If, therefore, this thing had to be acquired from without,
it would be difficult in reality; but if it is in us, let us keep ourselves
from foul thoughts. And as we have received the soul as a deposit, let us
preserve it for the Lord, that He may recognise His work as being the same as
He made it.
21.
'And let us strive that wrath rule us not nor lust overcome us, for it is
written, "The wrath of man worketh not the righteousness of God. And lust,
when it hath conceived, beareth sin, and the sin when it is full grown bringeth
forth death [20].'' Thus living, let us keep guard carefully, and as it is
written, "keep our hearts with all watchfulness [1]." For we have
terrible and crafty foes--the evil spirits--and against them we wrestle, as the
Apostle said," Not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities
and against the powers, against the world-rulers of this darkness, against the
spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places [1a]." Great is their
202
number
in the air around us", and they are not far from us. Now there are great
distinctions among them; and concerning their nature and distinctions much
could be said, but such a description is for others of greater powers than we
possess. But at this time it is pressing and necessary for us only to know
their wiles against ourselves.
22.
'First, therefore, we must know this: that the demons have not been created
like what we mean when we call them by that name for God made nothing evil, but
even they have been made good. Having fallen, however, from the heavenly
wisdom, since then they have been grovelling on earth. On the one hand they
deceived the Greeks with their displays, while out of envy of us Christians
they move all things in their desire to hinder us from entry into the heavens;
in order that we should not ascend up thither from whence they fell. Thus there
is need of much prayer and of discipline, that when a man has received through
the Spirit the gift of discerning spirits, he may have power to recognise their
characteristics: which of them are less and which more evil; of what nature is
the special pursuit of each, and how each of them is overthrown and cast out.
For their villainies and the changes in their plots are many. The blessed
Apostle and his followers knew such things when they said, "for we are not
ignorant of his devices [3];" and we, from the temptations we have
suffered at their hands, ought to correct one another under them. Wherefore I,
having had proof of them, speak as to children.
23.
'The demons, therefore, if they see all Christians, and monks especially,
labouring cheerfully and advancing, first make an attack by temptation and
place hindrances to hamper our way, to wit, evil thoughts. But we need not fear
their suggestions, for by prayer, fasting, and faith in the Lord their attack
immediately fails. But even when it does they cease not, but knavishly by
subtlety come on again. For when they cannot deceive the heart openly with foul
pleasures they approach in different guise, and thenceforth shaping displays
they attempt to strike fear, changing their shapes, taking the forms of women,
wild beasts, creeping things, gigantic bodies, and troops of soldiers. But not
even then need ye fear their deceitful displays. For they are nothing and
quickly disappear, especially if a man fortify himself beforehand with faith
and the sign of the cross [4]. Yet are they bold and very shameless, for if
thus they are worsted they make an onslaught in another manner, and pretend to
prophesy and foretell the future, and to shew themselves of a height reaching
to the roof and of great breadth; that they may stealthily catch by such
displays those who could not be deceived by their arguments. If here also they
find the soul strengthened by faith and a hopeful mind, then they bring their
leader to their aid.
24.
'And he said they often appeared as the Lord revealed the devil to Job, saying,
"His eyes are as the morning star. From his mouth proceed burning lamps and
hearths of fire are east forth. The smoke of a furnace blazing with the fire of
coals proceeds from his nostrils. His breath is coals and from his mouth issues
flames." When the prince of the demons appears in this wise, the crafty
one, as I said before, strikes terror by speaking great things, as again the
Lord convicted him saying to Job, for "he counteth iron as straw, and
brass as rotten wood, yea he counteth the sea as a pot of ointment, and the
depth of the abyss as a captive, and the abyss as a covered walk [6]." And
by the prophet, "the enemy said, I will pursue and overtake [7]," and
again by another, "I will grasp the whole world in my hand as a nest, and
take it up as eggs that have been left [8]." Such, in a word, are their
boasts and professions that they may deceive the godly. But not even then ought
we, the faithful, to fear his appearance or give heed to his words. For he is a
liar and speaketh of truth never a word. And though speaking words so many and
so great in his boldness, without doubt, like a dragon he was drawn with a hook
by the Saviour [9], and as a beast of burden he received the halter round his
nostrils, and as a runaway his nostrils were bound with a ring, and his lips
bored with an armlet [10]. And he was bound by the Lord as a sparrow, that we
should mock him. And with him are placed the demons his fellows, like serpents
and scorpions to be trodden underfoot by us Christians. And the proof of this
is that we now live opposed to him. For he who threatened to dry the sea and seize
upon the world, behold now cannot stay our discipline, nor even me speaking
against him. Let us then heed not his words, for he is a liar: and let us not
fear his visions, seeing that they themselves are deceptive. For that which
appears in them is no true light, but they are rather the preludes and
likenesses of the fire prepared for the demons who attempt to terrify men with
those flames in which they themselves will be burned. Doubt-
203
less
they appear; but in a moment disappear again, hurting none of the faithful, but
bringing with them the likeness of that fire which is about to receive
themselves. Wherefore it is unfitting that we should fear them on account of
these things; for through the grace of Christ all their practices are in vain.
25.
'Again they are treacherous, and are ready to change themselves into all forms
and assume all appearances. Very often also without appearing they imitate the
music of harp and voice, and recall the words of Scripture. Sometimes, too,
while we are reading they immediately repeat many times, like an echo, what is
read. They arouse us from our sleep to prayers; and this constantly, hardly
allowing us to sleep at all. At another time they assume the appearance of
monks and feign the speech of holy men, that by their similarity they may
deceive and thus drag their victims where they will. But no heed must be paid
them even if they arouse to prayer, even if they counsel us not to eat at all
even though they seem to accuse and cast shame upon us for those things which
once they allowed. For they do this not for the sake of piety or truth, but
that they may carry off the simple to despair; and that they may say the
discipline is useless, and make men loathe the solitary life as a trouble and
burden, and hinder those who in spite of them walk in it.
26.
'Wherefore the prophet sent by the Lord declared them to be wretched, saying:
"Wo is he who giveth his neighbours to drink muddy destruction [11]."
For such practices and devices are subversive of the way which leads to virtue.
And the Lord Himself, even if the demons spoke the truth,--for they said truly
"Thou art the Son of God [12]" --still bridled their mouths and
suffered them not to speak lest haply they should sow their evil along with the
truth, and that He might accustom us never to give heed to them even though
they appear to speak what is true. For it is unseemly that we, having the holy
Scriptures and freedom from the Saviour, should be taught by the devil who hath
not kept his own order but hath gone from one mind to another [13]. Wherefore
even when he uses the language of Scripture He forbids him, saying: "But
to the sinner said God, Wherefore dost thou declare My ordinances and takest My
covenant in thy mouth [14]?" For the demons do all things --they prate,
they confuse, they dissemble, they confound--to deceive the simple. They din,
laugh madly, and whistle; but if no heed is paid to them forthwith they weep
and lament as though vanquished.
27.
'The Lord therefore, as God, stayed the mouths of the demons: and it is fitting
that we, taught by the saints, should do like them and imitate their courage.
For they when they saw these things used to say: "When the sinner rose
against me, I was dumb and humble, and kept silence from good words [15]."
And again: "But I was as a deaf man and heard not, and as a dumb man who
openeth not his mouth, and I became as a man who heareth not [16].'' So let us
neither hear them as being strangers to us, nor give heed to them even through
they arouse us to prayer and speak concerning fasting. But let us rather apply
ourselves to our resolve of discipline, and let us not be deceived by them who
do all things in deceit, even though they threaten death. For they are weak and
can do nought but threaten.
28.
'Already in passing I have spoken on these things, and now I must not shrink
from speaking on them at greater length, for to put you in remembrance will be
a source of safety. Since the Lord visited earth [17], the enemy is fallen and
his powers weakened. Wherefore although he could do nothing, still like a
tyrant, he did not bear his fall quietly, but threatened, though his threats
were words only. And let each one of you consider this, and he will be able to
despise the demons. Now if they were hampered with such bodies as we are, it
would be possible for them to say, "Men when they are hidden we cannot
find, but whenever we do find them we do them hurt." And we also by lying
in concealment could escape them, shutting the doors against them. But if they
are not of such a nature as this, but are able to enter in, though the doors be
shut, and haunt all the air, both they and their leader the devil, and are
wishful for evil and ready to injure; and, as the Saviour said, "From the
beginning the devil is a manslayer and a father of vice [18];" while we,
though this is so, are alive, and spend our lives all the more in opposing him;
it is plain they are powerless. For place is no hindrance to their plots, nor
do they look on us as friends that they should spare us; nor are they lovers of
good that they should amend. But on the contrary they are evil, and nothing is
so much sought after by them as wounding them that love virtue and fear God.
But since they have no power to effect anything, they do nought but threaten.
But if they could, they would not
204
hesitate,
but forthwith work evil (for all their desire is set on this), and especially
against us. Behold now we are gathered together and speak against them, and
they know when we advance they grow weak. If therefore they had power they
would permit none of us Christians to live, for godliness is an abomination to
a sinner [19]. But since they can do nothing they inflict the greater wounds on
themselves; for they can fulfil none of their threats. Next this ought to be
considered, that we may be in no fear of them: that if they had the power they
would not come in crowds, nor fashion displays, nor with change of form would
they frame deceits. But it would suffice that one only should come and
accomplish that which he was both able and willing to do: especially as every
one who has the power neither slays with display nor strikes fear with tumult,
but forthwith makes full use of his authority as he wishes. But the demons as
they have no power are like actors on the stage changing their shape and
frightening children with tumultuous apparition and various forms: from which
they ought rather to be despised as shewing their weakness. At least the true
angel of the Lord sent against the Assyrian had no need for tumults nor
displays from without, nor noises nor rattlings, but in quiet he used his power
and forthwith destroyed a hundred and eighty-five thousand. But demons like
these, who have no power, try to terrify at least by their displays [20].
29.
'But if any one having in mind the history of Job [1] should say, Why then hath
the devil gone forth and accomplished all things against him; and stripped him
of all his possessions, and slew his children, and smote him with evil ulcers?
let such a one, on the other hand, recognise that the devil was not the strong
man, but God who delivered Job to him to be tried. Certainly he had no power to
do anything, but he asked, and having received it, he hath wrought what he did.
So also from this the enemy is the more to be condemned, for although willing
he could not prevail against one just man. For if he could have, he would not
have asked permission. But having asked not once but also a second time, he
shows his weakness and want of power. And it is no wonder if he could do
nothing against Job, when destruction would not have come even on his cattle
had not God allowed it. And he has not the power over swine, for as it is
written in the Gospel, they besought the Lord, saying, "Let us enter the
swine [2]." But if they had power not even against swine, much less have
they any over men formed [3] in the image of God.
30.
'So then we ought to fear God only, and despise the demons, and be in no fear
of them. But the more they do these things the more let us intensify our
discipline against them, for a good life and faith in God is a great weapon. At
any rate they fear the fasting, the sleeplessness, the prayers, the meekness,
the quietness, the contempt of money and vainglory, the humility, the love of
the poor, the alms, the freedom from anger of the ascetics, and, chief of all,
their piety towards Christ. Wherefore they do all things that they may not have
any that trample on them, knowing the grace given to the faithful against them
by the Saviour, when He says, "Behold I have given to you power to tread
upon serpents and scorpions, and upon all the power of the enemy [4]."
31.
'Wherefore if they pretend to foretell the future, let no one give heed, for
often they announce beforehand that the brethren are coming days after. And
they do come. The demons, however, do this not from any care for the hearers,
but to gain their trust, and that then at length, having got them in their
power, they may destroy them. Whence we must give no heed to them, but ought
rather to confute them when speaking, since we do not need them. For what
wonder is it, if with more subtle bodies than men haves, when they have seen
them start on their journey, they surpass them in speed, and announce their
coming? Just as a horseman getting a start of a man on foot announces the arrival
of the latter beforehand, so in this there is no need for us to wonder at them.
For they know none of those things which are not yet in existence; but God only
is He who knoweth all things before their birth [6]. But these, like thieves,
running off first with what they see, proclaim it: to how many already have
they announced our business--that we are assembled together, and discuss
measures against them, before any one of us could go and tell these things.
This in good truth a fleet-footed boy could do, getting far ahead of one less
swift. But what I mean is this. If any one begins to walk from the Thebaid, or
from any other district, before he begins to walk, they do not know whether he
will walk. But when they have seen him walking they run on, and before he comes
up report his approach. And so it falls out that after a few days the
travellers arrive. But often the walkers turn back, and the demons prove false.
35. 'So, too, with respect to the water of the river, they sometimes make
foolish statements, For having seen that there has been much rain in the
regions of Ethiopia, and knowing that they are the cause of the flood of the
river before the water has come to Egypt they run on and announce it. And this
men could have told, if they had as great power of running as the demons. And
as David's spy [7] going up to a lofty place saw the man approaching better
than one who stayed down below, and the forerunner himself announced, before
the others came up, not those things which had not taken place, but those
things which were already on the way and were being accomplished, so these also
prefer to labour, and declare what is happening to others simply for the sake
of deceiving them. If, however, Providence meantime plans anything different
for the waters or wayfarers--for Providence can do this--the demons are
deceived, and those who gave heed to them cheated. 33. 'Thus in days gone by
arose the oracles of the Greeks, and thus they were led astray by the demons.
But thus also thenceforth their deception was brought to an end by the coming
of the Lord [8], who brought to nought the demons and their devices. For they
know nothing of themselves, but, like thieves, what they get to know from
others they pass on, and guess at rather than foretell things. Therefore if
sometimes they speak the truth, let no one marvel at them for this. For
experienced physicians also, since they see the same malady in different
people, often foretell what it is, making it out by their acquaintance with it.
Pilots, too, and farmers, from their familiarity with the weather, tell at a
glance the state of the atmosphere, and forecast whether it will be stormy or
fine. And no one would say that they do this by inspiration, but from
experience and practice. So if the demons sometimes do the same by guesswork,
let no one wonder at it or heed them. For what use to the hearers is it to know
from them what is going to happen before the time? Or what concern have we to
know such things, even if the knowledge be true? For it is not productive of virtue,
nor is it any token of goodness. For none of us is judged for what he knows
not, and no one is called blessed because he hath learning and knowledge. But
each one will be called to judgment in these points--whether he have kept the
faith and truly observed the commandments.
34.
'Wherefore there is no need to set much value on these things, nor for the sake
of them to practise a life of discipline and labour; but that living well we
may please God. And we neither ought to pray to know the future, nor to ask for
it as the reward of our discipline; but our prayer should be that the Lord may
be our fellow-helper for victory over the devil. And if even once we have a
desire to know the future, let us be pure in mind, for I believe that if a soul
is perfectly pure and in its natural state, it is able [9], being
clear-sighted, to see more and further than the demons--for it has the Lord who
reveals to it--like the soul of Elisha, which saw what was done [10] by Gehazi,
and beheld the hosts [11] standing on its side.
35.
'When, therefore, they come by night to you and wish to tell the future, or
say, "we are the angels," give no heed, for they lie. Yea even if
they praise your discipline and call you blessed, hear them not, and have no
dealings with them; but rather sign yourselves and your houses, and pray, and
you shall see them vanish. For they are cowards, and greatly fear the sign of
the Lord's Cross, since of a truth in it the Saviour stripped them, and made an
example of them [11a]. But if they shamelessly stand their ground, capering and
changing their forms of appearance, fear them not, nor shrink, nor heed them as
though they were good spirits. For the presence either of the good or evil by
the help of God can easily be distinguished. The vision of the holy ones is not
fraught with distraction: "For they will not strive, nor cry, nor shall
any one hear their voice [12]." But it comes so quietly and gently that
immediately joy, gladness and courage arise in the soul. For the Lord who is
our joy is with them, and the power of God the Father. And the thoughts of the
soul remain unruffled and undisturbed, so that it, enlightened as it were with
rays, beholds by itself those who appear. For the love of what is divine and of
the things to come possesses it, and willingly it would be wholly joined with
them if it could depart along with them. But if, being men, some fear the
vision of the good, those who appear immediately take fear away; as Gabriel
[13] did in the case of Zacharias, and as the angel [14] did who appeared to
the women at the holy
206
sepulchre,
and as He did who said to the shepherds in the Gospel, "Fear not."
For their fear arose not from timidity, but from the recognition of the
presence of superior beings. Such then is the nature of the visions of the holy
ones.
36.
'But the inroad and the display of the evil spirits is fraught with confusion,
with din, with sounds and cryings such as the disturbance of boorish youths or
robbers would occasion. From which arise fear in the heart, tumult and confusion
of thought, dejection, hatred towards them who live a life of discipline,
indifference, grief, remembrance of kinsfolk and fear of death, and finally
desire of evil things, disregard of virtue and unsettled habits. Whenever,
therefore, ye have seen ought and are afraid, if your fear is immediately taken
away and in place of it comes joy unspeakable, cheerfulness, courage, renewed
strength, calmness of thought and all those I named before boldness and love
toward God,--take courage and pray. For joy and a settled state of soul show
the holiness of him who is present. Thus Abraham beholding the Lord rejoiced
[14]; so also John [15] at the voice of Mary, the God-bearer [16], leaped for
gladness. But if at the appearance of any there is confusion, knocking without,
worldly display, threats of death and the other things which I have already
mentioned, know ye that it is an onslaught of evil spirits.
37.
'And let this also be a token for you: whenever the soul remains fearful there
is a presence of the enemies. For the demons do not take away the fear of their
presence as the great archangel Gabriel did for Mary and Zacharias, and as he
did who appeared to the women at the tomb; but rather whenever they see men
afraid they increase their delusions that men may be terrified the more; and at
last attacking they mock them, saying, "fall down and worship." Thus
they deceived the Greeks, and thus by them they were considered gods, falsely
so called. But the Lord did not suffer us to be deceived by the devil, for He
rebuked him whenever he framed such delusions against Him, saying: "Get
behind me, Satan: for it is written, Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and
Him only shalt thou serve [17]." More and more, therefore, let the
deceiver be despised by us; for what the Lord hath said, this for our sakes He
hath done: that the demons hearing like words from us may be put to flight
through the Lord who rebuked them in those words.
38.
'And it is not fitting to boast at the casting forth of the demons, nor to be
uplifted by the healing of diseases: nor is it fitting that he who casts out
devils should alone be highly esteemed, while he who casts them not out should
be considered nought. But let a man learn the discipline of each one and either
imitate, rival, or correct it. For the working of signs is not ours but the
Saviour's work: and so He said to His disciples: "Rejoice not that the
demons are subject to you, but that your names are written in the heavens
[18]." For the fact that our names are written in heaven is a proof of our
virtuous life, but to cast out demons is a favour of the Saviour who granted
it. Wherefore to those who boasted in signs but not in virtue, and said:
"Lord, in Thy name did we not cast out demons, and in Thy name did many
mighty works [19]?" He answered, "Verily I say unto you, I know you
not;" for the Lord knoweth not the ways of the wicked. But we ought always
to pray, as I said above, that we may receive the gift of discerning spirits;
that, as it is written [20], we may not believe every spirit.
39.
'I should have liked to speak no further and to say nothing from my own
promptings, satisfied with what I have said: but lest you should think that I
speak at random and believe that I detail these things without experience or
truth; for this cause even though I should become as a fool, yet the Lord who
heareth knoweth the clearness of my con science, and that it is not for my own
sake, but on account of your affection towards me and at your petition that I
again tell what I saw of the practices of evil spirits. How often have they
called me blessed and I have cursed them in the name of the Lord! How often
have they predicted the rising of the river, and I answered them, "What
have you to do with it?" Once they came threatening and surrounded me like
soldiers in full armour. At another time they filled the house with horses,
wild beasts and creeping things, and I sang: "Some in chariots and some in
horses, but we will boast in the name of the Lord our God [1];" and at the
prayers they were turned to flight by the Lord. Once they came in darkness,
bearing the appearance of a light, and said, "We are come to give thee a
light, Antony." But I closed my eyes and prayed, and immediately the light
of the wicked ones was quenched. And a few months after they came as though
singing psalms and babbling the words of Scripture, "But I like a deaf
man, heard not [2]." Once they shook the cell [3] with an earthquake, but
I continued praying with unshaken heart. And
207
after
this they came again making noises, whistling and dancing. But as I prayed and
lay singing psalms to myself they forthwith began to lament and weep, as if
their strength had failed them. But I gave glory to the Lord who had brought
down and made an example of their daring and madness.
40.
'Once a demon exceeding high appeared with pomp, and dared to say, "I am
the power of God and I am Providence, what dost thou wish that I shall give
thee?" But I then so much the more breathed upon him [3a], and spoke the
name of Christ, and set about to smite him. And I seemed to have smitten him,
and forthwith he, big as he was, together with all his demons, disappeared at
the name of Christ. At another time, while I was fasting, he came full of
craft, under the semblance of a monk, with what seemed to be loaves, and gave
me counsel, saying, "Eat and cease from thy many labours. Thou also art a
man and art like to fall sick." But I, perceiving his device, rose up to
pray; and he endured it not, for he departed, and through the door there seemed
to go out as it were smoke. How often in the desert has he displayed what
resembled gold, that I should only touch it and look on it. But I sang psalms
against him, and he vanished away. Often they would beat me with stripes, and I
repeated again and again, "Nothing shall separate me from the love of
Christ [4]," and at this they rather fell to beating one another. Nor was
it I that stayed them and destroyed their power, but it was the Lord, who said,
"I beheld Satan as lightning fall from Heavens; [5]" but I, children,
mindful of the Apostle's words, transferred [6] this to myself, that you might
learn not to faint in discipline, nor to fear the devil nor the delusions of
the demons.
41.
'And since I have become a fool in detailing these things, receive this also as
an aid to your safety and fearlessness; and believe me for I do not lie. Once
some one knocked at the door of my cell, and going forth I saw one who seemed
of great size and tall. Then when I enquired, "Who art thou?" he
said, "I am Satan." Then when I said, "Why art thou here?"
he answered, "Why do the monks and all other Christians blame me
undeservedly? Why do they curse me hourly?" Then I answered,
"Wherefore dost thou trouble them?" He said, "I am not he who
troubles them, but they trouble themselves, for I am become weak. Have they not
read [7], "The swords of the enemy have come to an end, and thou hast
destroyed the cities ?" I have no longer a place, a weapon, a city. The
Christians are spread everywhere, and at length even the desert is filled with
monks. Let them take heed to themselves, and let them not curse me
unreservedly." Then I marvelled at the grace of the Lord, and said to him:
"Thou who art ever a liar and never speakest the truth, this at length,
even against thy will, thou hast truly spoken. For the coming of Christ hath
made thee weak, and He hath cast thee down and stripped thee." But he
having heard the Saviour's name, and not being able to bear the burning from
it, vanished.
42.
'If, therefore, the devil himself confesses that his power is gone, we ought
utterly to despise both him and his demons; and since the enemy with his hounds
has but devices of this sort, we, having got to know their weakness, are able
to despise them. Wherefore let us not despond after this fashion, nor let us
have a thought of cowardice in our heart, nor frame fears for ourselves,
saying, I am afraid lest a demon should come and overthrow me; lest he should
lift me up and cast me down; or lest rising against me on a sudden he confound
me. Such thoughts let us not have in mind at all, nor let us be sorrowful as
though we were perishing; but rather let us be courageous and rejoice always,
believing that we are safe Let us consider in our soul that the Lord is with
us, who put the evil spirits to flight and broke their power. Let us consider
and lay to heart that while the Lord is with us, our foes can do us no hurt.
For when they come they approach us in a form corresponding to the state in
which they discover us [8], and adapt their delusions to the condition of mind
in which they find us. If, therefore, they find us timid and confused, they
forthwith beset the place, like robbers, having found it unguarded; and what we
of ourselves are thinking, they do, and more also. For if they find us
faint-hearted and cowardly, they mightily increase our terror, by their
delusions and threats; and with these the unhappy soul is thenceforth
tormented. But if they see us rejoicing in the Lord, contemplating the bliss of
the future, mindful of the Lord, deeming all things in His hand, and that no
evil spirit has any strength against the Christian, nor any power at all over
any one--when they behold the soul fortified with these thoughts--they are
discomfited and turned backwards. Thus the enemy, seeing Job fenced round with
them, withdrew from him; but finding Judas unguarded, him he took captive. Thus
if we are wishful to despise the enemy, let us ever ponder over the things of
the Lord, and let the soul ever rejoice in hope. And we
208
shall
see the snares of the demon are like smoke, and the evil ones themselves flee
rather than pursue For they are, as I said before, exceeding fearful, ever
looking forward to the fire prepared for them.
43.
'And for your fearlessness against them hold this sure sign--whenever there is
any apparition, be not prostrate with fear, but whatsoever it be, first boldly
ask, Who art thou? And from whence comest thou? And if it should be a vision of
holy ones they will assure you, and change your fear into joy. But if the
vision should be from the devil, immediately it becomes feeble, beholding your
firm purpose of mind. For merely to ask, Who art thou [9]? and whence comest
thou? is a proof of coolness. By thus asking, the son of Nun learned who his
helper was; nor did the enemy escape the questioning of Daniel [10].'
44.
While Antony was thus speaking all rejoiced; in some the love of virtue
increased, in others carelessness was thrown aside, the self-conceit of others
was stopped; and all were persuaded to despise the assaults of the Evil One, and
marvelled at the grace given to Antony from the Lord for the discerning of
spirits. So their cells were in the mountains, like filled with holy bands of
men who sang psalms, loved reading, fasted, prayed, rejoiced in the hope of
things to come, laboured in alms-giving, and preserved love and harmony one
with another. And truly it was possible, as it were, to behold a land set by
itself, filled with piety and justice. For then there was neither the
evil-doer, nor the injured, nor the reproaches of the tax-gatherer: but instead
a multitude of ascetics; and the one purpose of them all was to aim at virtue.
So that any one beholding the cells again, and seeing such good order among the
monks, would lift up his voice and say, 'How goodly are thy dwellings, O Jacob,
and thy tents, O Israel; as shady glens and as a garden [11] by a river; as
tents which the Lord hath pitched, and like cedars near waters [12].'
45.
Antony, however, according to his custom, returned alone to his own cell
increased his discipline, and sighed daily as he thought of the mansions in
Heaven, having his desire fixed on them, and pondering over the shortness of
man's life. And he used to eat and sleep, and go about all other bodily
necessities with shame when he thought of the spiritual faculties of the soul.
So often, when about to eat with any other hermits, recollecting the spiritual
food, he begged to be excused, and departed far off from them, deeming it a
matter for shame if he should be seen eating by others. He used, however, when
by himself, to eat through bodily necessity, but often also with the brethren;
covered with shame on these occasions, yet speaking boldly words of help. And
he used to say that it behoved a man to give all his time to his soul rather
than his body, yet to grant a short space to the body through its necessities;
but all the more earnestly to give up the whole remainder to the soul and seek
its profit, that it might not be dragged down by the pleasures of the body,
but, on the contrary, the body might be in subjection to the soul. For this is
that which was spoken by the Saviour: 'Be not anxious for your life what ye
shall eat, nor for your body what ye shall put on. And do ye seek not what ye
shall eat, or what ye shall drink, and be not of a doubtful mind. For all these
things the nations of the world seek after. But your Father knoweth that ye
have need of all these things. Howbeit seek ye first His Kingdom, and all these
things shall be added unto you [13].'
46.
After this the Church was seized by the persecution which then [14] took place
under Maximinus, and when the holy martyrs were led to Alexandria, Antony also
followed, leaving his cell, and saying, Let us go too, that if called, we may
contend or behold them that are contending. And he longed to suffer martyrdom,
but not being willing to give himself up, he ministered to the confessors in
the mines and in the prisons. And he was very zealous in the judgment hall to
stir up to readiness those who were summoned when in their contest, while those
who were being martyred he received and brought on their way until they were
perfected. The judge, therefore, beholding the fearlessness of Antony and his
companions, and their zeal in this matter, commanded that no monk should appear
in the judgment hall, nor remain at all in the city. So all the rest thought it
good to hide themselves that day, but Antony gave so little heed to the command
that he washed his garment, and stood all next day on a raised place before
them, and appeared in his best before the governor. Therefore when all the rest
wondered at this, and the governor saw and passed by with his array, he stood
fearlessly, shewing the readiness of us Christians. For, as I said before, he
prayed himself to be a martyr, wherefore he seemed as one grieved that he had
not borne his witness. But the Lord was keeping him for our profit and that of
others, that he should become a teacher to many of the discipline which he had
learned from the Scriptures. For many only beholding his manner of life were
eager to be imitators
209
of
his ways. So he again ministered as usual to the confessors, and as though he
were their fellow captive he laboured in his ministry.
47.
And when at last the persecution ceased, and the blessed Bishop Peter [15] had
borne his testimony; Antony departed, and again withdrew to his cell, and was
there daily a martyr to his conscience, and contending in the conflicts of
faith. And his discipline was much severer, for he was ever fasting, and he had
a garment of hair on the inside, while the outside was skin, which he kept
until his end. And he neither bathed his body with water to free himself from
filth, nor did he ever wash his feet nor even endure so much as to put them
into water, unless compelled by necessity. Nor did any one even see him
unclothed, nor his body naked at all, except after his death, when he was
buried.
48.
When therefore he had retired and determined to fix a time, after which neither
to go forth himself nor admit anybody, Martinian, a military officer, came and
disturbed Antony. For he had a daughter afflicted with an evil spirit. But when
he continued for a long while knocking at the door, and asking him to come out
and pray to God for his child, Antony, not bearing to open, looked out from
above and said, 'Man, why dost thou call on me? I also am a man even as you.
But if you believe on Christ whom I serve, go, and according as you believe,
pray to God, and it shall come to pass.' Straightway, therefore, he departed,
believing and calling upon Christ, and he received his daughter cleansed from
the devil. Many other things also through Antony the Lord did, who saith, 'Seek
and it shall be given unto you [16].' For many of the sufferers, when he would
not open his door, slept outside his cell, and by their faith and sincere
prayers were healed.
49.
But when he saw himself beset by many, and not suffered to withdraw himself
according to his intent as he wished, fearing because of the signs which the
Lord wrought by him, that either he should be puffed up, or that some other
should think of him above what he ought to think, he considered and set off to
go into the upper Thebaid, among those to whom he was unknown. And having
received loaves from the brethren, he sat down by the bank of the river,
looking whether a boat would go by, that, having embarked thereon, he might go
up the river with them. While he was considering these things, a voice came to
him from above, 'Antony, whither goest thou and wherefore?' But he no way
disturbed, but as he had been accustomed to be called [16a] often thus, giving
ear to it, answered, saying, 'Since the multitude permit me not to be still, I
wish to go into the upper Thebaid on account of the many hindrances that come
upon me here, and especially because they demand of me things beyond my power.'
But the voice said unto him, 'Even though you should go into the Thebaid, or
even though, as you have in mind, i you should go down to the Bucolia [17], you
will have to endure more, aye, double the amount of toil. But if you wish
really to be in quiet, depart now into the inner desert.' And when Antony said,
'Who will show me the way for I know it not?' immediately the voice pointed out
to him Saracens about to go that way. So Antony approached, and drew near them,
and asked that he might go with them into the desert. And they, as though they
had been commanded by Providence, received him willingly. And having journeyed
with them three days and three nights, he came to a very lofty mountain, and at
the foot of the mountain ran a clear spring, whose waters were sweet and very
cold; outside there was a plain and a few uncared-for palm trees.
50.
Antony then, as it were, moved by God, loved the place [18], for this was the
spot which he who had spoken with him by the banks of the river had pointed
out. So having first received loaves from his fellow travellers, he abode in
the mountain alone, no one else being with him. And recognising it as his own
home, he remained in that place for the future. But the Saracens, having seen
the earnestness of Antony, purposely used to journey that way, and joyfully
brought him loaves, while now and then the palm trees also afforded him a poor
and frugal relish. But after this, the brethren learning of the place, like
children mindful of their father, took care to send to him. But when Antony saw
that the bread was the cause of trouble and hardships to some of them, to spare
the monks this, he resolved to ask some of those who came to bring him a spade,
an axe, and a little corn. And when these were brought, he went over the land
round the mountain, and having found a small plot of suitable ground, tilled
it; and having a plentiful supply of water for watering, he sowed. This doing
year by year, he got his bread from thence, rejoicing that thus he would be
troublesome to no one, and because he kept himself from being a burden to
anybody. But after this, seeing again that people came, he cultivated a few
pot-herbs, that he who came to him might have some slight solace after the
labour
210
of
that hard journey. At first, however, the wild beasts in the desert, coming
because of the water, often injured his seeds and husbandry. But he, gently
laving hold of one of them, said to them all, 'Why do you hurt me, when I hurt
none of you? Depart, and in the name of the Lord come not nigh this spot.' And
from that time forward, as though fearful of his command, they no more came
near the place.
51.
So he was alone in the inner mountain, spending his time in prayer and
discipline. And the brethren who served him asked that they might come every
month and bring him olives, pulse and oil, for by now he was an old man. There
then he passed his life, and endured such great wrestlings, 'Not against flesh
and blood [19],' as it is written, but against opposing demons, as we learned
from those who visited him. For there they heard tumults, many voices, and, as
it were, the clash of arms. At night they saw the mountain become full of wild
beasts, and him also fighting as though against visible beings, and praying
against them. And those who came to him he encouraged, while kneeling he
contended and prayed to the Lord. Surely it was a marvellous thing that a man,
alone in such a desert, feared neither the demons who rose up against him, nor
the fierceness of the four-footed beasts and creeping things, for all they were
so many. But in truth, as it is written, 'He trusted in the Lord as Mount Sion
[20],' with a mind unshaken and undisturbed; so that the demons rather fled
from him, and the wild beasts, as it is written [21], 'kept peace with him.'
52.
The devil, therefore, as David says in the Psalms [1], observed Antony and
gnashed his teeth against him. But Antony was consoled by the Saviour and
continued unhurt by his wiles and varied devices. As he was watching in the
night the devil sent wild beasts against him. And almost all the hyenas in that
desert came forth from their dens and surrounded him; and he was in the midst,
while each one threatened to bite. Seeing that it was a trick of the enemy he
said to them all: 'If ye have received power against me I am ready to be
devoured by you; but if ye were sent against me by demons, stay not, but
depart, for I am a servant of Christ.' When Antony said this they fled, driven
by that word as with a whip.
53.
A few days after, as he was working (for he was careful to work hard), some one
stood at the door and pulled the plait which he was working, for he used to
weave baskets, which he gave to those who came in return for what they brought
him. And rising up he saw a beast like a man to the thighs but having legs and
feet like those of an ass. And Antony only signed himself and said, 'I am a
servant of Christ. If thou art sent against me, behold I am here.' But the
beast together with his evil spirits fled, so that, through his speed, he fell
and died. And the death of the beast was the fall of the demons. For they
strove in all manner of ways to lead Antony from the desert and were not able.
54.
And once being asked by the monks to come down and visit them and their abodes
after a time, he journeyed with those who came to him. And a camel carried the
loaves and the water for them. For all that desert is dry, and there is no
water at all that is fit to drink, save in that mountain from whence they drew
the water, and in which Antony's cell was. So when the water failed them on
their way, and the heat was very great, they all were in danger. For having
gone round the neighbour-hood and finding no water, they could walk no further,
but lay on the ground and despairing of themselves, let the camel go. But the
old man seeing that they were all in jeopardy, groaning in deep grief, departed
a little way from them, and kneeling down he stretched forth his hands and
prayed. And immediately the Lord made water to well forth where he had stood
praying, and so all drank and were revived. And having filled their bottles
they sought the camel and found her, for the rope happened to have caught in a
stone and so was held fast. Having led it and watered it they placed the
bottles on its back and finished their journey in safety. And when he came to
the outer cells all saluted him, looking on him as a father. And he too, as
though bringing supplies from the mountain, entertained them with his words and
gave them a share of help. And again there was joy in the mountains, zeal for
improvement and consolation through their mutual faith. Antony also rejoiced
when he beheld the earnestness of the monks, and his sister grown old in
virginity, and that she herself also was the leader of other virgins.
55.
So after certain days he went in again to the mountain. And henceforth many
resorted to him, and others who were suffering ventured to go in. To all the
monks therefore who came to him, he continually gave this precept: 'Believe on
the Lord and love Him; keep yourselves from filthy thoughts and fleshly
pleasures, and as it is written in the Proverbs, be not deceived "by the
fulness of the belly [a]." Pray continually; avoid vain-
211
glory;
sing psalms before sleep and on awaking; hold in your heart the commandments of
Scripture; be mindful of the works of the saints that your souls being put in
remembrance of the commandments may be brought into harmony with the zeal of
the saints.' And especially he counselled them to meditate continually on the
apostle's word, 'Let not the sun go down upon your wrath? And he considered
this was spoken of all commandments in common, and that not on wrath alone, but
not on any other sin of ours, ought the sun to go down. For it was good and
needful that neither the sun should condemn us for an evil by day nor the moon
for a sin by night, or even for an evil thought. That this state may l be
preserved in us it is good to hear the apostle and keep his words, for he says,
'Try your own selves and prove your own selves [4].' Daily, therefore, let each
one take from himself the tale of his actions both by day and night; and if he
have sinned, let him cease from it; while if he have not, let him not be
boastful. But let him abide in that which is good, without being negligent, nor
condemning his neighbours, nor justifying himself, 'until the Lord come who
searcheth out hidden things [5],' as saith the blessed apostle Paul. For often
unawares we do things that we know not of but the Lord seeth all things.
Wherefore committing the judgment to Him, let us have sympathy one with
another. Let us bear each other's burdens [6]: but let us examine our own
selves and hasten to fill up that in which we are lacking. And as a safeguard
against sin let the following be observed. Let us each one note and write down
our actions and the impulses of our soul as though we were going to relate them
to each other. And be assured that if we should be utterly ashamed to have them
known, we shall abstain from sin and harbour no base thoughts in our mind. For
who wishes to be seen while sinning? or who will not rather lie after the
commission of a sin, through the wish to escape notice? As then while we are
looking at one another, we would not commit carnal sin, so if we record our
thoughts as though about to tell them to one another, we shall the more easily
keep ourselves free from vile thoughts through shame lest they should be known.
Wherefore let that which is written be to us in place of the eyes of our fellow
hermits, that blushing as much to write as if we had been caught, we may never
think of what is unseemly. Thus fashioning ourselves we shall be able to keep
the body in subjection, to please the Lord, and to trample on the devices of
the enemy.
56.
This was the advice he gave to those who came to him. And with those who
suffered he sympathised and prayed. And oft-times the Lord heard him on behalf
of many: yet he boasted not because he was heard, nor did he murmur if he were
not. But always he gave the Lord thanks and besought the sufferer to be
patient, and to know that healing belonged neither to him nor to man at all,
but only to the Lord, who doeth good when and to whom He will. The sufferers
therefore used to receive the words of the old man as though they were a cure,
learning not to be downhearted but rather to be long-suffering. And those who
were healed were taught not to give thanks to Antony but to God alone.
57.
Wherefore a man, Fronto by name, who was an officer of the Court and had a
terrible disease, for he used to bite his own tongue and was in danger of
injury to his eyes, having come to the mountain, asked Antony to pray for him.
But Antony said to him, 'Depart and thou shalt be healed.' But when he was
violent and remained within some days, Antony waited and said, 'If thou stayest
here, thou canst not be healed. Go, and having come into Egypt thou shall see
the sign wrought in thee.' And he believed and went. And as soon as he set eyes
on Egypt his sufferings ceased, and the man became whole according to the word
of Antony, which the Saviour had revealed to him in prayer.
58.
There was also a maiden from Busiris Tripolitana, who had a terrible and very
hideous disorder. For the runnings of her eyes, nose, and ears fell to the
ground and immediately became worms. She was paralysed also and squinted. Her
parents having heard of monks going to Antony, and believing on the Lord who
healed [7] the woman with the issue of blood, asked to be allowed, together
with their daughter, to journey with them. And when they suffered them, the
parents together with the girl, remained outside the mountain with Paphnutius,
the confessor and monk; but the monks went in to Antony. And when they only
wished to tell about the damsel, he anticipated them, and detailed both the
sufferings of the child and how she journeyed with them. Then when they asked
that she should be admitted, Antony did not allow it, but said, 'Go, and if she
be not dead, you will find her healed: for the accomplishment of this is not
mine, that she should come to me, wretched man that I am,
212
but
her healing is the work of the Saviour, who in every place sheweth His pity to
them that call upon Him. Wherefore the Lord hath inclined to her as she prayed,
and His loving-kindness hath declared to me that He will heal the child where
she now is.' So the wonder took place; and going out they found the parents
rejoicing and the girl whole.
59.
But when two brethren were coming to him, the water failed on the way, and one
died and the other was at the point of death, for he had no strength to go on,
but lay upon the ground expecting to die. But Antony sitting in the mountain
called two monks, who chanced to be there, and urged them saying, 'Take a
pitcher of water and run on the road towards Egypt. For of two men who were
coming, one is already dead and the other will die unless you hasten. For this
has been revealed to me as I was praying.' The monks therefore went, and found
one lying dead, whom they buried, and the other they restored with water and
led him to the old man. For it was a day's journey [7a]. But if any one asks,
why he did not speak before the other died, the question ought not to be asked.
For the punishment of death was not Antony's but God's, who also judged the one
and revealed the condition of the other. But the marvel here was only in the
case of Antony: that he sitting in the mountain had his heart watchful, and had
the Lord to show him things afar off.
60.
And this is so, for once again he was sitting on the mountain, and looking up
saw in the air some one being borne upwards, and there was much joy among those
who met him. Then wondering and deeming a company of that kind to be blessed,
he prayed to learn what this might be. And immediately a voice came to him:
'This is the soul of Amun, the monk at Nitria.' Now Amun had persevered in the
discipline up to old age; and the distance from Nitria to the mountain where
Antony was, was thirteen days' journey. The companions of Antony therefore,
seeing the old man amazed, asked to learn, and heard that Amun was just dead
[8]. And he was well known, for he had stayed there very often, and many signs
had been wrought by his means. And this is one of them. Once when he had need
to cross the river called Lycus (now it was the season of the flood), he asked
his comrade Theodorus to remain at a distance, that they should not see one
another naked as they swam the water. Then when Theodorus was departed he again
felt ashamed even to see himself naked. While, therefore, he was pondering
filled with shame, on a sudden he was borne over to the other side. Theodorus,
therefore, himself being a good man, approached, and seeing Amun across first
without a drop of water falling from him, enquired how he had got over. And
when he saw that Amun was unwilling to tell him, he held him by the feet and
declared that he would not let him go before he had learned it from him. So
Amun seeing the determination of Theodorus especially from what he had said,
and having asked him to tell no man before his death, told him that he had been
carried and placed on the further side. And that he had not even set foot on
the water, nor was that possible for man, but for the Lord alone and those whom
He permits, as He did for the great apostle Peter [9]. Theodorus therefore told
this after the death of Amun. And the monks to whom Antony spoke concerning
Amun's death marked the day; and when the brethren came up from Nitria thirty
days after, they enquired of them and learned that Amun had fallen asleep at
that day and hour in which the old man had seen his soul borne upwards. And both
these and the others marvelled at the purity of Antony's soul, how he had
immediately learned that which was taking place at a distance of thirteen days'
journey, and had seen the soul as it was taken up.
61.
And Archelaus too, the Count, on a time having found him in the outer mountain,
asked him merely to pray for Polycratia of Laodicea, an excellent and Christian
[9a] maiden, for she suffered terribly in the stomach and side through over
much discipline, and was altogether weakly of body. Antony prayed therefore,
and the Count noted the day in which the prayer was made, and having departed
to Laodicea he found the maiden whole. And having enquired when and on what day
she was relieved of her infirmity, he produced the paper on which he had
written the time of the prayer, and having read it he immediately shewed the
writing on the paper. And all wondered when they knew that the Lord had
relieved her of pain at the time when Antony was praying and invoking the
goodness of the Saviour on her behalf.
62.
And concerning those who came to him, he often foretold some days or sometimes
a month beforehand what was the cause of their coming. For some came only for
the sake of seeing him, others through sickness, and others suffering from evil
spirits. And all thought the labour of the journey neither trouble nor loss.
For each one returned
213
aware
that he had received benefit. But though saying such things and beholding such
sights, he used to ask that no one should wonder at him for this; but should
rather marvel at the Lord for having granted to us men to know Him as far as
our powers extended.
63.
Afterwards, on another occasion, having descended to the outer cells, he was
asked to enter a vessel and pray with the monks, and he alone perceived an
exceedingly unpleasant smell. But those on board said that the stench arose
from the fish and salt meat in the ship. He replied however, the smell was
different from that; and while he was speaking, a youth with an evil spirit,
who had come and hidden himself in the ship, cried out. But the demon being
rebuked in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ departed from him, and the man
became whole. And all knew that the evil smell arose from the demon.
64.
And another, a person of rank, came to him, possessed by a demon; and the demon
was so terrible that the man possessed did not know that he was coming to
Antony. But he even ate the excreta from his body. So those who brought him
besought Antony to pray for him. And Antony pitying the young man prayed and
kept watch with him all the night. And about dawn the young man suddenly
attacked Antony and gave him a push. But when those who came with him were
angry, Antony said, 'Be not angry with the young man, for it is not he, but the
demon which is in him. And being rebuked and commanded to go into dry places,
the demon became raging mad, and he has done this. Wherefore give thanks to the
Lord, for his attack on me thus is a sign of the departure of the evil spirit.'
When Antony had said this, straightway the young man had become whole, and
having come at last to his right mind, knew where he was, and saluted the old
man and gave thanks to God.
65.
And many monks have related with the greatest agreement and unanimity that many
other such like things were done by him. But still these do not seem as
marvellous as certain other things appear to be. For once, when about to eat,
having risen up to pray about the ninth hour, he perceived that he was caught
up in the spirit, and, wonderful to tell, he stood and saw himself, as it were,
from outside himself, and that he was led in the air by certain ones. Next
certain bitter and terrible beings stood in the air and wished to hinder him
from passing through. But when his conductors opposed them, they demanded
whether he was not accountable to them. And when they wished to sum up the
account from his birth, Antony's conductors stopped them, saying, 'The Lord
hath wiped out the sins from his birth, but from the time he became a monk, and
devoted himself to God, it is permitted you to make a reckoning.' Then when
they accused him and could not convict him, his way was free and unhindered.
And immediately he saw himself, as it were, coming and standing by himself, and
again he was Antony as before. Then forgetful of eating, he remained the rest of
the day and through the whole of the night groaning and praying. For he was
astonished when he saw against what mighty opponents our wrestling is, and by
what labours we have to pass through the air. And he remembered that this is
what the Apostle said, 'according to the prince of the power of the air [10].'
For in it the enemy hath power to fight and to attempt to hinder those who pass
through. Wherefore most earnestly he exhorted, 'Take up the whole armour of
God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day [11],' that the enemy,
'having no evil thing to say against us, may be ashamed [12].' And we who have
learned this, let us be mindful of the Apostle when he says, 'whether in the
body I know not, or whether out of the body I know not; God knoweth [13].' But
Paul was caught up unto the third heaven, and having heard things unspeakable
he came down; while Antony saw that he had come to the air, and contended until
he was free.
66.
And he had also this favour granted him. For as he was sitting alone on the
mountain, if ever he was in perplexity in his meditations, this was revealed to
him by Providence in prayer. And the happy man, as it is written, was taught of
God [14]. After this, when he once had a discussion with certain men who had
come to him concerning the state of the soul and of what nature its place will
be after this life, the following night one from above called him, saying,
'Antony, rise, go out and look.' Having gone out therefore (for he knew whom he
ought to obey) looking up, he beheld one standing and reaching to the clouds,
tall, hideous, and fearful, and others ascending as though they were winged.
And the figure stretched forth his hands, and some of those who were ascending
were stayed by him, while others flew above, and having escaped heavenward,
were borne aloft free from care. At such, therefore, the giant gnashed his
teeth, but rejoiced over those who fell back. And forthwith a voice came to
Antony, 'Understandest thou what thou seest?' And his understanding was
214
opened,
and he understood that it was the passing of souls, and that the tall being who
stood was the enemy who envies the faithful. And those whom he caught and
stopped from passing through are accountable to him, while those whom he was
unable to hold as they passed upwards had not been subservient to him. So
having seen this, and as it were being reminded, he struggled the more daily to
advance towards those things which were before. And these visions he was
unwilling to tell, but as he spent much time in prayer, and was amazed, when
those who were with him pressed him with questions and forced him, he was
compelled to speak, as a father who cannot withhold ought from his children.
And he thought that as his conscience was clear, the account would be beneficial
for them, that they might learn that discipline bore good fruit, and that
visions were oftentimes the solace of their labours.
67.
Added to this he was tolerant in disposition and humble in spirit. For though
he was such a man, he observed the rule of the Church most rigidly, and was
willing that all the clergy should be honoured above himself [17]. For he was
not ashamed to bow his head to bishops and presbyters,and if ever a deacon came
to him for help he discoursed with him on what was profitable, but gave place
to him in prayer, not being ashamed to learn himself. For often he would ask
questions, and desired to listen to those who were present, and if any one said
anything that was useful he confessed that he was profited. And besides, his
countenance had a great and wonderful grace. This gift also he had from the
Saviour. For if he were present in a great company of monks, and any one who
did not know him previously, wished to see him, immediately coming forward he
passed by the rest, and hurried to Antony, as though attracted by his
appearance. Yet neither in height nor breadth was he conspicuous above others,
but in the serenity of his manner and the purity of his soul. For as his soul
was free from disturbances, his outward appearance was calm; so from the joy of
his soul he possessed a cheerful countenance, and from his bodily movements
could be perceived the condition of his soul, as it is written, 'When the heart
is merry the countenance is cheerful, but when it is sorrowful it is cast down
[18].' Thus Jacob recognised the counsel Laban had in his heart, and said to
his wives, 'The countenance of your father is not as it was yesterday and the
day before [19].' Thus Samuel recognised David, for he had mirthful eyes, and
teeth white as milk. Thus Antony was recognised, for he was never disturbed,
for his soul was at peace; he was never downcast, for his mind was joyous.
68.
And he was altogether wonderful in faith and religious, for he never held
communion with the Meletian schismatics, knowing their wickedness and apostacy
from the beginning; nor had he friendly dealings with the Manichaeans or any
other heretics; or, if he had, only as far as advice that they should change to
piety. For he thought and asserted that intercourse with these was harmful and
destructive to the saul. In the same manner also he loathed the heresy of the
Arians, and exhorted all neither to approach them nor to bold their erroneous
belief. And once when certain Arian madmen came to him, when he had questioned
them and learned their impiety, he drove them from the mountain, saying that
their words were worse than the poison of serpents.
69.
And once also the Arians having lyingly asserted that Antony's opinions were
the same as theirs, he was displeased and wroth against them. Then being
summoned by the bishops and all the brethren, he descended from the mountain,
and having entered Alexandria [19a], he denounced the Arians, saying that their
heresy was the last of all and a forerunner of Antichrist. And he taught the
people that the Son of God was not a created being, neither had He come into
being from non-existence, but that He was the Eternal Word and Wisdom of the
Essence of the Father. And therefore it was impious to say, 'there was a time
when He was not,' for the Word was always co-existent with the Father.
Wherefore have no fellowship with the most impious Arians. For there is no
communion between light and darkness [20]. For you are good Christians, but
they, when they say that the Son of the Father, the Word of God, is a created
being, differ in nought from the heathen, since they worship that which is
created, rather than God the creator [1]. But believe ye that the Creation
itself is angry with them because they number the Creator, the Lord of all, by
whom all things came into being, with those things which were originated.
70.
All the people, therefore, rejoiced when they heard the anti-Christian heresy
anathematised by such a man. And all the people in the city ran together to see
Antony; and the Greeks and those who are called their Priests, came into the
church, saying, 'We ask to see the man of God,' for so they all called him. For
in that place also the Lord cleansed many of demons, and healed those who were
mad. And many Greeks asked that they might even but touch the old man,
believing that they should be profited. Assuredly as many became Christians in
those few days as one would have seen made in a year. Then when some thought
that he was troubled by the crowds, and on this account turned them all away
from him, he said, undisturbedly, that there were not more of them than of the
demons with whom he wrestled in the mountain.
71.
But when he was departing, and we were setting him forth on his way, as we [2]
arrived at the gate a woman from behind cried out, 'Stay, thou man of God, my
daughter is grievously vexed by a devil. Stay, I beseech thee, lest I too harm
myself with running.' And the old man when he heard her, and was asked by us,
willingly stayed. And when the woman drew near, the child was cast on the ground.
But when Antony had prayed and called upon the name of Christ, the child was
raised whole, for the unclean spirit was gone forth. And the mother blessed
God, and all gave thanks. And Antony himself also rejoiced, departing to the
mountain as though it were to his own home.
72.
And Antony also was exceeding prudent, and the wonder was that although he had
not learned letters, he was a ready-witted and sagacious man. At all events two
Greek philosophers once came, thinking they could try their skill on Antony;
and he was in the outer mountain, and having recognised who they were from
their appearance, he came to them and said to them by means of an interpreter,
'Why, philosophers, did ye trouble yourselves so much to come to a foolish
man?' And when they said that he was not a foolish man, but exceedingly
prudent, he said to them, ' If you came to a foolish man, your labour is
superfluous; but if you think me prudent become as I am, for we ought to
imitate what is good. And if I had come to you I should have imitated you; but
if you to me, become as I am, for I am a Christian.' But they departed with
wonder, for they saw that even demons feared Antony.
73.
And again others such as these met him in the outer mountain and thought to
mock [3], him because he had not learned letters. And Antony said to them,
'What say ye? which is first, mind or letters? And which is the cause of
which--mind of letters or letters of mind?' And when they answered mind is
first and the inventor of letters, Antony said, 'Whoever, therefore, hath a
sound mind hath not need of letters.' This answer amazed both the bystanders
and the philosophers, and they departed marvelling that they had seen so much
understanding in an ignorant man. For his manners were not rough as though he bad
been reared in the mountain and there grown old, but graceful and polite, and
his speech was seasoned with the divine salt, so that no one was envious, but
rather all rejoiced over him who visited him.
74.
After this again certain others came; and these were men who were deemed wise
among the Greeks, and they asked him a reason for our faith in Christ. But when
they attempted to dispute concerning the preaching of the divine Cross and
meant to mock, Antony stopped for a little, and first pitying their ignorance,
said, through an interpreter, who could skilfully interpret his words, 'Which
is more beautiful, to confess the Cross or to attribute to those whom you call
gods adultery and the seduction of boys? For that which is chosen by us is a
sign of courage and a sure token of the contempt of death, while yours are the
passions of licentiousness. Next, which is better, to say that the Word of God
was not changed, but, being the same, He took a human body for the salvation
and well-being of man, that having shared in human birth He might make man
partake in the divine and spiritual nature [4]; or to liken the divine to
senseless animals and consequently to worship four-footed beasts, creeping
things and the likenesses of men? For these things, are the objects of
reverence of you wise men. But how do you dare to mock us, who say that Christ
has appeared as man, seeing that you, bringing the soul from heaven, assert
that it has strayed and fallen from the vault of the sky into body [5]? And
would that you had said that it had fallen into human body alone, and not
asserted that it passes and changes into four-footed beasts and creeping
things. For our faith declares that the coming of Christ was for the salvation
of men. But you err because you speak of soul as not generated. And we,
considering the power and loving-kindness of Providence, think that the coming
of Christ in the flesh was not impossible with God. But you, although calling
the soul the likeness of Mind [6], connect it with falls and
216
feign
in your myths that it is changeable, and consequently introduce the idea that
Mind itself is changeable by reason of the soul. For whatever is the nature of
a likeness, such necessarily is the nature of that of which it is a likeness.
But whenever you think such a thought concerning Mind, remember that you
blaspheme even the Father of Mind Himself [7].
75.
But concerning the Cross, which would you say to be the better, to bear it,
when a plot is brought about by wicked men, nor to be in fear of death brought
about under any form whatever [8]; or to prate about the wanderings of Osiris
and Isis, the plots of Typhon, the flight of Cronos, his eating his children
and the slaughter of his father. For this is your wisdom. But how, if you mock
the Cross, do you not marvel at the resurrection? For the same men who told us
of the latter wrote the former, Or why when you make mention of the Cross are
you silent about the dead who were raised, the blind who received their sight,
the paralytics who were healed, the lepers who were cleansed, the walking upon
the sea, and the rest of the signs and wonders, which shew that Christ is no
longer a man but God? To me you seem to do yourselves much injustice and not to
have carefully read our Scriptures. But read and see that the deeds of Christ
prove Him to be God come upon earth for the salvation of men.
76.
But do you tell us your religious beliefs. What can you say of senseless
creatures except senselessness and ferocity? But if, as I hear, you wish to say
that these things are spoken of by you as legends, and you allegorize the rape
of the maiden Persephone of the earth; the lameness of Hephaestus of fire; and
allegorize the air as Hera, the sun as Apollo, the moon as Artemis, and the sea
as Poseidon; none the less, you do not worship God Himself, but serve the
creature rather than God who created all things. For if because creation is:
beautiful you composed such legends, still it was fitting that you should stop
short at admiration and not make gods of the things created; so that you should
not give the honour of the Creator to that which is created. Since, if you do,
it is time for you to divert the honour of the master builder to the house
built by him; and of the general to the soldier. What then can you reply to
these things, that we may know whether the Cross hath anything worthy of
mockery?'
77.
But when they were at a loss, turning hither and thither, Antony smiled and
said--again through an interpreter--'Sight itself carries the conviction of
these things. But as you prefer to lean upon demonstrative arguments, and as
you, having this art, wish us also not to worship God, until after such proof,
do you tell first how things in general and specially the recognition of God
are accurately known. Is it through demonstrative argument or the working of
faith? And which is better, faith which comes through the inworking (of God) or
demonstration by arguments?' And when they answered that faith which comes
through the inworking was better and was accurate knowledge, Antony said, 'You
have answered well, for faith arises from disposition of soul, but dialectic
from the skill of its inventors. Wherefore to those who have the inworking
through faith, demonstrative argument is needless, or even superfluous. For
what we know through faith this you attempt to prove through words, and often
you are not even able to express what we understand. So the inworking through
faith is better and stronger than your professional arguments.
78.
'We Christians therefore hold the mystery not in the wisdom of Greek arguments,
but in the power of faith richly supplied to us by God through Jesus Christ.
And to show that this statement is true, behold now, without having learned
letters, we believe in God, knowing through His works His providence over all
things. And to show that our faith is effective, so now we are supported by
faith in Christ, but you by professional logomachies. The portents of the idols
among you are being done away, but our faith is extending everywhere. You by
your arguments and quibbles have converted none from Christianity to Paganism.
We, teaching the faith on Christ, expose your superstition, since all recognise
that Christ is God and the Son of God. You by your eloquence do not hinder the
teaching of Christ. But we by the mention of Christ crucified put all demons to
flight, whom you fear as if they were gods. Where the sign of the Cross is [9],
magic is weak and witchcraft has no strength.
79.
' Tell us therefore where your oracles are now? Where are the charms of the
Egyptians? Where the delusions of the magicians? When did all these things
cease and grow weak except when the Cross of Christ arose? Is It then a fit
subject for mockery, and not rather the things brought to nought by it, and
convicted of weakness? For this is a marvellous thing, that your religion was
never persecuted, but even was honoured by men in every city, while
217
the
followers of Christ are persecuted, and still our side flourishes and
multiplies over yours. What is yours, though praised and honoured, perishes,
while the faith and teaching of Christ, though mocked by you and often
persecuted by kings, has filled the world. For when has the knowledge of God so
shone forth? or when has self-control and the excellence of virginity appeared
as now? or when has death been so despised except when the Cross of Christ has
appeared? And this no one doubts when he sees [10] the martyr despising death
for the sake of Christ, when he sees for Christ's sake the virgins of the
Church keeping themselves pure and undefiled.
80.
'And these signs are sufficient to prove that the faith of Christ alone is the
true religion. But see! you still do not believe and are seeking for arguments.
We however make our proof "not in the persuasive words of Greek wisdom
[11]" as our teacher has it, but we persuade by the faith which manifestly
precedes argumentative proof. Behold there are here some vexed with demons
;'--now there were certain who had come to him very disquieted by demons, and
bringing them into the midst he said,--'Do you cleanse them either by arguments
and by whatever art or magic you choose, calling upon your idols, or if you are
unable, put away your strife with us and you shall see the power of the Cross
of Christ.' And having said this he called upon Christ, and signed the
sufferers two or three times with the sign of the Cross. And immediately the
men stood up whole, and in their right mind, and forthwith gave thanks unto the
Lord. And the philosophers, as they are called, wondered, and were astonished
exceedingly at the understanding of the man and at the sign which had been
wrought. But Antony said, 'Why marvel ye at this? We are not the doers of these
things, but it is Christ who worketh them by means of those who believe on Him.
Believe, therefore, also yourselves, and you shall see that with us there is no
trick of words, but faith through love which is wrought in us towards Christ;
which if you yourselves should obtain you will no longer seek demonstrative
arguments, but will consider faith in Christ sufficient.' These are the words
of Antony. And they marvelling at this also, saluted him and departed,
confessing the benefit they had received from him [12].
81.
And the fame of Antony came even unto kings. For Constantine Augustus, and his
sons Constantius and Constans the Augusti wrote letters to him, as to a father,
and begged an answer from him. But he made nothing very much of the letters,
nor did he rejoice at the messages. but was the same as he had been before the
Emperors wrote to him. But when they brought him the letters he called the
monks and said, 'Do not be astonished if an emperor writes to us, for he is a
man; but rather wonder that God wrote the Law for men and has spoken to us [13]
through His own Son.' And so he was unwilling to receive the letters, saying
that he did not know how to write an answer to such things. But being urged by
the monks because the emperors were Christians, and lest they should take
offence on the ground that they had been spurned, he consented that they should
be read, and wrote an answer approving them because they worshipped Christ, and
giving them counsel on things pertaining to salvation: 'not to think much of
the present, but rather to remember the judgment that is coming, and to know
that Christ alone was the true and Eternal King.' He begged them to be merciful
and to give heed to justice and the poor. And they having received the answer
rejoiced. Thus he was dear to all, and all desired to consider him as a father.
82.
Being known to be so great a man, therefore, and having thus given answers to
those who visited him, he returned again to the inner mountain, and maintained
his wonted discipline. And often when people-came to him, as he was sitting or
walking, as it is written in Daniel [14], he became dumb, and after a season he
resumed the thread of what he had been saying before to the brethren who were
with him. And his companions perceived that he was seeing a vision. For often
when he was on the mountains he saw what was happening in Egypt, and told it to
Sera-pion the bishop [15], who was indoors with him, and who saw that Antony
was wrapped in a vision. Once as he was sitting and working, he fell, as it
were, into a trance, and groaned much at what he saw. Then after a time, having
turned to the bystanders with groans and trembling, he prayed, and falling on
his knees remained so a long time. And having arisen the old man wept. His
companions, therefore, trembling and terrified, desired to learn from him what
it was. And they troubled him much, until he was forced to speak. And with many
groans he spake as follows: 'O, my children, it were better to die before what
has appeared in the vision come to pass.' And when again they asked him, having
burst into tears, he said, 'Wrath is about to seize the Church, and it is on
the point of being given up to men who are like senseless beasts. For I saw the
table of the Lord's House, and mules standing around it on all sides in a ring,
and kicking the things therein, just like a herd kicks when it leaps in
confusion. And you saw,' said he, 'how I groaned, for I heard a voice saying,
"My altar shall be defiled."' These things the old man saw, and after
two years the present [16] inroad of the Arians and the plunder of the churches
took place, when they violently carried off the vessels, and made the heathen
carry them; and when they forced the heathen from the prisons to join in their
services, and in their presence did upon the Table as they would. Then we all
understood that these kicks of the mules signified to Antony what the Arians,
senselessly like beasts, are now doing. But when he saw this vision, he
comforted those with him, saying, 'Be not downcast, my children; for as the
Lord has been angry, so again will He heal us, and the Church shall soon again
receive her own order, and shall shine forth as she is wont. And you shall
behold the persecuted restored, and wickedness again withdrawn to its own
hiding-place, and pious faith speaking boldly in every place with all freedom.
Only defile [17] not yourselves with the Arians, for their teaching is not that
of the Apostles, but that of demons and their father the devil; yea, rather, it
is barren and senseless, and without light understanding, like the
senselessness of these mules.'
83.
Such are the words of Antony, and we ought not to doubt whether such marvels
were wrought by the hand of a man. For it is the promise of the Saviour, when
He saith, 'If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say to this
mountain, remove hence and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible
unto yours [18].' And again, 'Verily, verily, I say unto you, if ye shall ask
the father in My name He will give it you. Ask and ye shall receive [19].' And
He himself it is who saith to His disciples and to all who believe on Him, '
Heal the sick, cast out demons; freely ye have received, freely give [20].'
84.
Antony, at any rate, healed not by commanding, but by prayer and speaking the
name of Christ. So that it was clear to all that it was not he himself who
worked, but the Lord who showed mercy by his means and healed the sufferers.
But Antony's part was only prayer and discipline, for the sake of which he
stayed in the mountain, rejoicing in the contemplation of divine things, but
grieving when troubled by much people, and dragged to the outer mountain. For
all judges used to ask him to come down, because it was impossible for them to
enter on account of their following of litigants. But nevertheless they asked
him to come that they might but see him. When therefore he avoided it and refused
to go to them, they remained firm, and sent to him all the more the prisoners
under charge of soldiers, that on account of these he might come down. Being
forced by necessity, and seeing them lamenting, he came into the outer
mountain, and again his labour was not unprofitable. For his coming was
advantageous and serviceable to many; and he was of profit to the judges,
counselling them to prefer justice to all things; to fear God, and to know,
'that with what judgment they judged, they should be judged [1].' But he loved
more than all things his sojourn in the mountain.
85.
At another time, suffering the same compulsion at the hands of them who had
need, and after many entreaties from the commander of the soldiers, he came
down, and when he was come he spoke to them shortly of the things which make
for salvation, and concerning those who wanted him, and was hastening away. But
when the duke, as he is called, entreated him to stay, he replied that he could
not linger among them, and persuaded him by a pretty simile, say-
219
ing,
'Fishes, if they remain long on dry land, die. And so monks lose their strength
if they loiter among you and spend their time with you. Wherefore as fish must
hurry to the sea, so must we hasten to the mountain. Lest haply if we delay we
forget the things within us.' And the general having heard this and many other
things from him, was amazed and said, 'Of a truth this man is the servant of
God. For, unless he were beloved of God, whence could an ignorant man have such
great understanding?'
86.
And a certain general, Balacius by name, persecuted us Christians bitterly on
account of his regard for the Arians--that name of ill-omen. And as his
ruthlessness, was so great that he beat virgins, and stripped and scourged
monks, Antony at this time wrote a letter as follows, and sent it to him. 'I
see wrath coming upon thee, wherefore cease to persecute the Christians, lest
haply wrath catch hold of thee, for even now it is on the point of coming upon
thee[2].' But Balacius laughed and threw the letter on the ground, and spit on
it, and insulted the bearers, bidding them tell this to Antony: 'Since thou
takest thought for the monks, soon I will come after thee also.' And five days
had not passed before wrath came upon him. For Balacius and Nestorius, the
Prefect of Egypt[3], went forth to the first halting-place from Alexandria,
which is called Chaereu, and both were on horseback, and the horses belonged to
Balacius, and were the quietest of all his stable. But they had not gone far towards
the place when the horses began to frisk with one another as they are wont to
do; and suddenly the quieter, on which Nestorius sat[4], with a bite dismounted
Balacius, and attacked him, and tore his thigh so badly with its teeth that he
was borne straight back to the city, and in three days died. And all wondered
because what Antony had foretold had been so speedily fulfilled.
87.
Thus, therefore, he warned the cruel. But the rest who came to him he so
instructed that they straightway forgot their lawsuits, and felicitated those
who were in retirement from the world. And he championed those who were wronged
in such a way that you would imagine that he, and not the others, was the
sufferer. Further, he was able to be of such use to all, that many soldiers and
men who had great possessions laid aside the burdens of life, and became monks
for the rest of their days. And it was as if a physician had been given by God
to Egypt. For who in grief met Antony and did not return rejoicing? Who came
mourning for his dead and did not forthwith put off his sorrow? Who came in
anger and was not converted to friendship? What poor and low-spirited man met
him who, hearing him and looking upon him, did not despise wealth and console
himself in his poverty? What monk, having being neglectful, came to him and
became not all the stronger? What young man having come to the mountain and
seen Antony, did not forthwith deny himself pleasure and love temperance? Who
when tempted by a demon, came to him and did not find rest? And who came
troubled with doubts and did not get quietness of mind?
88.
For this was the wonderful thing in Antony's discipline, that, as I said
before, having the gift of discerning spirits, he recognised their movements,
and was not ignorant whither any one of them turned his energy and made his
attack. And not only was he not deceived by them himself, but cheering those
who were troubled with doubts, he taught them how to defeat their plans,
telling them of the weakness and craft of those who possessed them. Thus each
one, as though prepared by him for battle, came down from the mountain, braving
the designs of the devil and his demons. How many maidens who had suitors,
having but seen Antony from afar, remained maidens for Christ's sake. And
people came also from foreign parts to him, and like all others, having got
some benefit, returned, as though set forward by a father. And certainly when
he died, all as having been bereft of a father, consoled themselves solely by
their remembrances of him, preserving at the same time his counsel and advice.
89.
It is worth while that I should relate, and that you, as you wish it, should
hear what his death was like. For this end of his is worthy of imitation.
According to his custom he visited the monks in the outer mountain, and having
learned from Providence that his own end was at hand, he said to the brethren,
'This is my last visit to you which I shall make. And I shall be surprised if
we see each other again in this life. At length the time of my departure is at
hand, for I am near a hundred and five years old.' And when they heard it they
wept, and embraced, and kissed the old man. But he, as though sailing from a
foreign city to his own, spoke joyously, and exhorted them 'Not to grow idle in
their labours, nor to become faint in their training, but to live as though
dying daily. And as he had said before, zealously to guard the soul from foul
thoughts, eagerly to imitate the Saints, and to have nought to do with the
Meletian
220
schismatics,
for you know their wicked and profane character. Nor have any fellowship with
the Arians, for their impiety is clear to all. Nor be disturbed if you see the
judges protect them, for it shall cease, and their pomp is mortal and of short
duration. Wherefore keep yourselves all the more untainted by them, and observe
the traditions of the fathers, and chiefly the holy faith in our Lord Jesus
Christ, which you have learned from the Scripture, and of which you have often
been put in mind by me.'
90.
But when the brethren were urging him to abide with them and there to die, he
suffered. it not for many other reasons, as he showed by keeping silence, and
especially for this:--The Egyptians are wont to honour with funeral rites, and
to wrap in linen cloths at death the bodies of good men, and especially of the
holy martyrs; and not to bury them underground, but to place them on couches,
and to keep them in their houses, thinking in this to honour the departed. And
Antony often urged the bishops to give commandment to the people on this
matter. In like manner he taught the laity and reproved the women, saying,
'that this thing was neither lawful nor holy at all. For the bodies of the
patriarchs and prophets are until now preserved in tombs, and the very body of
the Lord was laid in a tomb, and a stone was laid upon it, and hid it until He
rose on the third day[4a].' And thus saying, he showed that he who did not bury
the bodies of the dead after death transgressed the law, even though they were
sacred. For what is greater or more sacred than the body of the Lord? Many
therefore having heard, henceforth buried the dead underground, and gave thanks
to the Lord that they had been taught rightly.
91.
But he, knowing the custom, and fearing that his body would be treated this
way, hastened, and having bidden farewell to the monks in the outer mountain
entered the inner mountain, where he was accustomed to abide. And after a few
months he fell sick. Having summoned those who were there--they were two in
number who had remained in the mountain fifteen years, practising the
discipline and attending on Antony on account of his age--he said to them, 'I,
as it is written[5], go the way of the fathers, for I perceive that I am called
by the Lord, And do you be watchful and destroy not your long discipline, but
as though now making a beginning, zealously preserve your determination. For ye
know the treachery of the demons, how fierce they are, but how little power
they have Where fore fear them not, but rather ever breathe Christ, and trust
Him. Live as though dying daily. Give heed to yourselves, and remember the
admonition you have heard from me. Have no fellowship with the schismatics, nor
any dealings at all with the heretical Arians. For you know how I shunned them
on account of their hostility to Christ, and the strange doctrines of their
heresy. Therefore be the more earnest always to be followers first of God and
then of the Saints; that after death they also may receive you as well-known
friends into the eternal habitations. Ponder over these things and think of
them, and if you have any care for me and are mindful of me as of a father,
suffer no one to take my body into Egypt, lest haply they place me in the
houses[6], for to avoid this I entered into the mountain and came here.
Moreover you know how I always put to rebuke those who had this custom, and
exhorted them to cease from it. Bury my body, therefore, and hide it
underground yourselves, and let my words be observed by you that no one may
know the place[6a] but you alone. For at the resurrection of the dead I shall
receive it incorruptible from the Saviour. And divide my garments. To
Athanasius the bishop give one sheepskin and the garment whereon I am laid,
which he himself gave me new, but which with me has grown old. To Serapion the
bishop give the other sheepskin, and keep the hair garment yourselves[7]. For
the rest fare ye well, my children, for Antony is departing, and is with you no
more.'
92.
Having said this, when they had kissed him, he lifted up his feet, and as
though he saw friends coming to him and was glad because o them--for as he lay
his countenance appeared joyful--he died and was gathered to the fathers. And
they afterward, according to his commandment, wrapped him up and buried him,
hiding his body underground. And no one knows to this day where it was buried,
save those two only. But each of those who received the sheepskin of the
blessed Antony and the garment worn by him guards it as a precious treasure.
For even to look on them is as it were to behold Antony; and he who is clothed
in them seems with joy to bear his admonitions.
93.
This is the end of Antony's life in the body
221
and
the above was the beginning of the discipline. Even if this account is small
compared with his merit, still from this reflect how great Antony, the man of
God, was. Who from his youth to so great an age preserved a uniform zeal for
the discipline, and neither through old age was subdued by the desire of costly
food, nor through the infirmity of his body changed the fashion of his clothing,
nor washed even his feet with water, and yet remained entirely free from harm.
For his eyes were undimmed and quite sound and he saw clearly; of his teeth he
had not lost one, but they had become worn to the gums through the great age of
the old man. He remained strong both in hands and feet; and while all men were
using various foods, and washings and divers garments, he appeared more
cheerful and of greater strength. And the fact that his fame has been blazoned
everywhere; that all regard him with wonder, and that those who have never seen
him long for him, is clear proof of his virtue and God's love of his soul. For
not from writings, nor from worldly wisdom, nor through any art, was Antony
renowned, but solely from his piety towards God. That this was the gift of God
no one will deny. For from whence into Spain and into Gaul, how into Rome and
Africa, was the man heard of who abode hidden in a mountain, unless it was God
who maketh His own known everywhere, who also promised this to Antony at the
beginning? For even if they work secretly, even if they wish to remain in
obscurity, yet the Lord shows them as lamps to lighten all, that those who hear
may thus know that the precepts of God are able to make men prosper and thus be
zealous in the path of virtue.
94.
Read these words, therefore, to the rest of the brethren that they may learn
what the life of monks ought to be; and may believe that our Lord and Saviour
Jesus Christ glorifies those who glorify Him: and leads those who serve Him unto
the end, not only to the kingdom of heaven, but here also--even though they
hide themselves and are desirous of withdrawing from the world--makes them
illustrious and well known everywhere on account of their virtue and the help
they render others. And if need be, read this among the heathen, that even in
this way they may learn that our Lord Jesus Christ is not only God and the Son
of God, but also that the Christians who truly serve Him and religiously
believe on Him, prove, not only that the demons, whom the Greeks themselves
think to be gods, are no gods, but also tread them under foot and put them to
flight, as deceivers and corrupters of mankind, through Jesus Christ our Lord,
to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen.